A personal note.

I'm going to be honest about why i started this blog. I've medium touched on it but you know, just little snippets. I don't like laying too much out on the internet, a) It's not smart and b) Where's the mystery, guys?! but this isn't that much of a secret. I suffer from depression and anxiety disorder. These 2 disorders have plagued my entire life and not without other disorders coming and going throughout growing up. The point is, i first started this blog as an outlet but also with a shell. "Sophie is loving life and here's what you can do with yours etc." But, that's bullshit. Am i happy in all the things i have done and written about? Absolutely. Did it take me fucking 5 hours to make it out of bed to maybe do it? Quite possibly. I switch between writing about things I have seen, done and love, to writing about things i have discovered about myself, life and my brain. I've wondered how to merge these two ...